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It's Been A Long Time
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Wow...it has been a while since I've wrote. The reason for that...is up until two weeks ago..I was never around my computer to write. As I have said before...I started this diary over four years ago because I needed somewhere to vent...somewhere to be completely honest because I couldn't do that anywhere else. That has changed drastically now. I am so much more confident of myself..it's ridiculous. But I can still update every now and then I suppose. Me and my g/f Amanda reached 11 months and 2 weeks together. While we did have good times...we had some severaly bad times as well. After a HUGE blowout...I decided that that relationship was not what I wanted...and broke up with her. Of course this was all very dramatic...but I'm trying not to concentrate on that. I need to move forward...reconnect with myself...figure out who I really am without her in my life. So slowly...step by step...I'm figuring things out. I'm trying to get in touch with old friends...get back into the life of a single 21 year old who goes out and has fun. It's going to be a slow transition...but I know I can do it. As for my life outside of my relationship...things are going pretty well I suppose. I am in the second semester of my junior year. Which means after next semester...I am doing my internship and then graduating. That...is creepy. I am so close to being done with school...it's all just very surreal. I'm looking forward to that new chapter in my life. I'm still with Law Enforcement...with minors in Sociology and Management. Overall I'm doing well... I'm going to try to update here slightly more than I have been. I actually do have a new crush...but considering she's completely taken...it's probably not gonna happen. But a girl can hope. BTW...did anyone see the LWORD last Sunday...Helana and Dillion...FUCKIN HOTTTTTTTTTTTT! I almost creamed myself right there. With that said...I'm out! LATER |
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12:49 a.m. || 2006-02-28 |
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